I just want to get started. It's not good, but it's how I am.

Also me: I open my eyes and think, "I need to shower and get dressed and also let the dogs out and feed them and walk them and I have to write those 10 web pages and publish something to Medium and also work on Substack and I have to pay the bills and call the insurance company because they still haven't paid my claim and if I don't wash the laundry early and get it hung up, it's not going to be dry in time for that thing I have to do, and I also need to read the paper to keep informed or I'll have nothing good to write and I should get a bike ride in, so I need to do that BEFORE I shower, or should I skip it today because I have to weed the garden and mow and I should do that before it gets too hot, oh, and I need to eat something good today because yesterday my diet could have been better but that means I should go to the grocery store....."