I could have written this. I know exactly what you’re talking about. I generally enjoy solitude but it’s just gotten to be too much. First it was Covid, which meant we had no Thanksgiving. My cataract recovery is still not complete and it’s been two months! I couldn’t drive or read. Looking at a screen to write was a blurry, difficult struggle. And then this F*CKING COLD! Couldn’t even walk the dogs, which I normally do twice a day. Yes, I have shelter and food etc, but I’m losing my mind.